So, Sunday night session.... We had a powerful, powerful worship time, followed by JP delivering a also powerful message on the Holy Spirit! It was absolutely Amazing! But what really hit home was the worship/prayer time that followed the message. They had all the leaders come up front and anyone that wanted prayer, whether to be filled with the Spirit, healing or such, could come up and get prayer. It was so powerful. I didn't actually go up for prayer, but I felt as I should pray for those getting prayer: to pray in the spirit. So as the Holy Spirit flooded that room, filling every human, touching every heart, we continued to worship him in prayer, songs and praise.
As I let the Holy Spirit speak through me in tongues, God was speaking to and thru me declaring His goodness, His truth and His life! Then God blessed me with yet another "God Moment". I was kind of shaking and felt my stomach tightening up again. The lack of control in my feet and lower legs from the Holy Spirit's Presence drove me to my chair, for my legs and feet could no longer support me by my own strength. I sat in the chair behind me and continually, through the prompting of the Holy Spirit prayed in tongues declaring Truth. After a bit, my right hand was pulled to the right of me overtop of an empty chair. Then it was slowly and softly pulled down upon it. After another bit of my hand resting on the seat, I brought it back in front of me over my lap, but God pulled it back to where it was, on the chair. After God did this several times, God told me that the God of angel armies is always by my side. That He was there with me by my side; my best friend was next to me, I didn't have anything to fear. He told me that He will always be with me, He will be with me in the dry and the floods of life, He is with me!
As I had my hand of the chair my body seemed to lose strength and I shifted greatly that way so that my arm/hand supported my body and the chair supported my hand. God told me o wait and lean on Him, He is the chair. He supports me, He holds me up, He is my life and everything.
Also He answered yet another question I have had, God will I be in Canada next year? He answered that prayer I've had by telling me that I will be in Canada next year. As He told me this the thought of "SLI year 2?" popped into my head, but it was replaced with, "I don't have to worry about that, that's for God to handle." He reminded me again that He will provide.
He told me that all I have is His and All that He's given me I can give freely. He, though this, answered yet another question I've been praying about, which has been "do I sell my drone for $400, as one guy has offered?" To me it seems a little low, but God told me at this moment to sell it to him for $400. It's funny, when I got back from The Weekend and checked my emails, a number of people had sent me emails replying to my ad (more than expected), and so I replied to them with a higher price for the drone. None of the replied back so I emailed the guy who had offered $400, and he right away emailed back and still wants it (even though he made the offer and told me I should sell it to someone else nearly 2 weeks ago). Again, its funny how God works like that.
Again, God told me that I will have persecution in my future, but I will also lead kids ministry and should do so with joy and excitement for I get the privilege to serve the Lord in this way!
The Lord also shared with me another large detail about my future that I have been praying a ton about the past couple months. It was a direct answer to my prayers. However every time I think of it now, a flash of doubt comes, just because it was so big of a reveal. It's crazy to think about and I'm excited to see how God works though me in it, but it's almost hard to believe. At this moment in time I don't believe it is the right time to share what God spoke to me. I believe that it was a personal word for me, that isn't for others to know at this time.
Praise God -- He is so good!! I love reading what He is doing in your life! Praying in tongues is a great blessing for me as well. But I guess I'm afraid of what people will think so rarely talk about it. Thanks for sharing your heart.
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