Prayer | Confusion | ...

I am at loss.  I don't know where to go next, what to do next.  I feel very strongly that God has clearly called me to be in Canada, that my future is in Canada.  However, based off of the information that Canada is telling me, I am not eligible to apply to be a permanent resident.   I'm confused, I know that God has called me here, yet I currently see no way to get here.   I've spent a little time thinking about applying just for a work visa or a study visa, but I feel like God wants me to work towards residency.  I don't know where else to look.  I don't know where else to turn.   I know that God has a plan, a view of my life that I cannot see.  It just confuses me right now.   I feel like I need to do something, in the sense that my application likely won't just appear out of the blew, but I need to be working on applying for residency now.  That's where the confusion comes in.  Again, I am at loss.  I feel like the door that God's given me the key to has been slammed shut in my face.  I just have to now find the key hole.  Lord Please direct me!  I don't know where to go, what to do, who to talk to.  I am in need.  I ask that you will open doors wide open to show me where, how, when and what to do next.  I don't know fully why I am not eligible to move to Canada, but I am trusting you.  Lord, take the wheel of my life, lead me where you want me to walk.  Show me your way, your will in this.  I feel like I am without direction, that I am unprepared for my future.  My life seems so full of impossibilities, it's very overwhelming.  Yet as I sit here struggling with my situation, I am reminded of your church Lord.  Your people here in Canada, here in North America, and here on earth.  Your children are suffering, hurting and are going through great spiritual battles at this very moment.  My situation is so little to all that you are.   Therefore I come here to express my feelings, not my complaints.  I am here to share my life, not to forget about other's and I am here to release what's on my mind and heart, not to burn inside with anger.