Even When It Doesn’t Make Sense

After watching the animated movie SING, as I got up to change into my PJ’s I heard God say, “Dream Big!”  Followed by, “Dream Big!”    Then He said to me, “what do you want to do (with your life)?”   I said, “I want to be a pastor. . .  I, I want to bless peoples socks off!”   He replied with something like, “then go for it.”  Again, followed by, “it won’t always be easy…” He then reminded me of what He told me back on September 23, 2016 at Encounter,

…You may feel like you are being pulled backwards but you will go forward.” … “and you may feel that your hands are tied, trapped and caught, but you will continue building my church… “You may fall but you will get back up.”  …, “Things will pull you down but I will hold you up.”  … “Life will have lots of pain but keep going, for I am with you and will protect you.”  …“You may feel you cannot move but you will move, you will go forward.”  “You may feel alone but I am with you.” “You will never be alone.”  … “Don’t.  Let go.  I will hold you up.  Trust me.”  “My love is sufficient.”

I asked Him how and He said, “Give.”   I asked Him how much, and He said, “Give it all.”  I asked Him how much all was and He replied, “How much do you have, that is all.”  Freely Give and Freely receive.   I said, “but what about my car, it needs repairs?”   God retold me in my heart, “have I not said I will provide, Trust me.”   He then told me, “But remember to spend time with me, that is the key.”